Friday, February 26, 2010

Dear boys.

I am yours.
You make me feel like I am going crazy, and falling in love, all in a matter of minutes. It's dizzying, really. Intoxicating.

I often feel like a broken record.
"What are you eating?"
"Why would you ever do that?"
"Please don't touch that."
"Please make a good choice."
"Stop. Use your words."
"1...2...3..."

And then. I think I'm officially going crazy.
And some moments I wonder, "My life is insane!" because it takes all my energy to not leave you at the zoo with the other primates.

And then.
"Look Mom. I'm not crying anymore!"
"Mommy. You are my girl."
"Mama. Cuddle me?"
"Hey. Mom. Dance with me forever."
...and the way Hugh clings to me, like he can't get a tight enough grip. and lays on my shoulder.

And then. I'm ready to face the music.
And some moments I wonder, "My life is insane..." because there is no way I can comprehend how I have this amazing beautiful life with you.

I am yours.
It's dizzying, really.
Intoxicating.

6 comments:

  1. Your not alone in that feeling! It can defnitely be a roller coaster ride! But its usually a pretty fun one!

    ReplyDelete
  2. so beautiful.

    Mommy, you are my girl.

    I LOVE that!

    ReplyDelete
  3. Such sweet little boys! They're lucky to have such a wonderful mommy.

    ReplyDelete
  4. Glad you're back. ANd keep saying those things you say b/c I think I copy them all. Hmm lets see ..."make a good choice" "use your words"...yep. Those are from Taylor. ha!

    ReplyDelete