Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Shining some light

Not to self: DO NOT PUSH ENTER WHEN CURSOR IS LOCATED IN THE TITLE BOX.
IT WILL PUBLISH.

Whoa, some heavy reading lately, eh? Is it getting hot in here, or is it just me? It's funny, because BOTH posts were not meant to be published... not yet, at least. I somehow managed to do the same thing (TWICE!) with both posts, and bada-bing-bada-boom, there they were.

And both times I actually gasped OUT LOUD. And I could take it back, sure, but with GoogleReader, there's no real sense in it, eh? What's done, is done.

And I'm a little embarrassed.

But, what's a girl to do?

Do you ever do that? Write posts, and then just let them sit, unpublished? I do. A lot. It's like certain subjects loom over my head until I get them out. If I don't get them out, they haunt me, and yell at me; making it impossible to complete any new subject matter.

Meh.

And most of those posts never get published; the loud ones, that demand my attention.

And those last two posts were majorly demanding attention.

Yikes.

Urgh. Now I just feel overwhelmed that they were published back to back.

Meh.

I suppose this is me. Un-edited.
As usual.


Welcome to the (private) ongoings in my brain.
I hope to make your stay a little more pleasant.

5 comments:

  1. no worries- we're right there with ya!

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  2. I enjoy reading your inner thoughts. You have me thinking a lot about how I need to be more grateful. I don't really know what to say or if saying anything at all is helpful, but I do enjoy your readings.
    And yes, I do the same thing. I have on occasion thought of making my own blog a private one different from the one I already have where I could write my the most inner thoughts down and than in retrospect use them when the time is right. I don't really think I'll ever do it, but the thought has occurred. anyway....

    Again, thanks for sharing.
    You are awesome.

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  3. I have a love-hate relationship with Google Reader.

    I must say, I admire your courage and your passion. You may laugh, but I really do. I worry too much about other people's reactions and I often bend over backwards to try to accommodate everyone else's opinions, often at my own expense.

    I admire the fact that you not only put your thoughts out there, but that you do it boldly and passionately. Keep it up, it's a breath of fresh air for me.

    Love you.

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  4. ah don't worry about it. I agree with you, many posts go unpublished-- some for the better and some for worse.

    always like reading your blog. even if you didn't mean to publish it.

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